I try really hard in my life to be strong. To not show weakness. To make sure that everyone thinks I am fantastic all the time. It is hard at times, but more than anything it is so lonely.
There are those times when I breakdown and all I want is someone to hold me and let me cry and tell me that it will be ok, but if I do that then I have to let someone in and reveal that I am not fantastic. I am really just a person. A person who feels sadness, and insecurities, and anger, and loneliness the same as everyone else. But I can't do that. I can't let someone see me that way. So I sit and breakdown as quietly as I can by myself and I wait until the sadness or anger or loneliness passes and I move on.
Sometimes I am stronger at the end, but sometimes I feel just as hopeless. And that hurts.
I know all of this about you and I think you are the most fantastic person I know. You can breakdown in my arms anytime. I will forever be here for you. Don't ever feel alone because I will be here with you forever. I love you forever and with everything! -Mom
ReplyDeleteYou have me too! No really though, you can always call me and I can be where you need me! I love you Keaton Wren! I'm always here for you and I know you're always there for me. I am so grateful for you and knowing I can tell you anything and we can continue with the same relationship, and if it's not the same it will only get stronger. I hope you know you can tell me anything and I have your back. I will always look up to you, even if you aren't superwoman. Give me a call and I will listen, I go to bed at 4am, so you have a decent time period to call. :) Hollatchaboy.
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